I'm bored at home...there's no school, no work, bf at work, snow outside...So here I am on deviantart...WHY AM I ON DEVIANTART? I'm NEVER on...This is a once in a lifetime moment right here. I don't draw and I don't want to try...not since last time..So I only have an account for my friends killuachan and kitsuneayame. I love seeing their artwork <3. This is a rant isn't it? I'm bored...I wanna play kingdom hearts re:chain of memories, which I've had forever and haven't played yet, but it's not hooked up and I dunno how to or want to try. So it's past 12 in the afternoon and I'm still in bed..on my laptop..hehehe I got a hot ass laptop 0 . Too lazy to do anything...and hungry . I wonder if anyone will read this? No one even has my deviantart so I doubt it...oh well. It's not like it matters. I'm just..bored...This is sad..what to do with my life... :-/ . I have guitar hero world tour <3 but I don't feel like playing it right now... I wanna play kingdom hearts! oh if my bf would have just done it when I asked...But men are such jerks so what can I do. Why do I have this urge to keep typing until this box is filled? I've been having a lot of strange urges recently...Hormones? I dunno. Pregnant? Yea right! Hmm...It's strange..I don't talk a lot..but here I am typing away anything and everything I'm thinking..Well not everything...life wouldn't be interesting w/o secrets..I find it hard to make conversations with people who aren't close to me...It sux. Other than my family, there are only two ppl I can think of that I can just talk it out with and not feel unsure or awkward or anything like that. One of them is kitsuneayame <3. I love her. She's always been there for me and we've known each other FOREVER. Hmm..my stomach is growling I don't know what to cook...Do I want to cook? No, but I'm hungry..I'e learned how to cook but I fail. Not that hard, but nonetheless. I'm almost done with this box! This is probably the only journal entry I will ever write...Unless I have another day like this...WHICH WLL BE NEVER. I never have alone time like this...Someone told me recently that I "need" alone time or something, but I don't like it. I know a lot of ppl do, but that's not me. I have to be out and about. Doing something..or someone...lol jk . I had to. Anyway...I can't imagine anyone reading this unless they were as bored as I am right now. I don't even know why I'm typing this. I find this sad...I wish I had my own car. But even then I don't wanna drive in the snow...Maybe if me and my bf didn't fight I'd have his car right now and going to Belleville to see Gaby or something...w/o her bf . Well I'm satisfied now. My box is filled <3